My Task Is "Will I Let Him"?
As time goes, the conversations about God begin to pass along within the participants. Then some people are responding, and through these written treasures of communication, we explore together all things GOD.
He is Almighty. He is sovereign. He is different things as I need him to be.
HE IS......
The question to me lately has been, not what is he? It becomes "Will I let Him be.....?"
Taking on the task of surrender,
Jan M. Olsen
~J~
Angel writes again, after reading Mark and Brian's responses:
Hey, Mama!
Wow! That's pretty cool! I don't wanna piggyback on his answer, but I know that it resonated with me. I have also felt the bigness of God and my smallness in relation to Him. Actually, for me, that happens most often when I see the stars or the ocean. I know that's kinda trite. Lots of people, not all of them aware of God, have referred to feeling small or insignificant when faced with the majesty of creation.
I've been thinking about my own answers to your questions. I remember that when you asked me what I see I told you about the father holding infant me in his shiny, huge hands. That's still true on occasion, but more often than not, I see the Master of the Universe, and the Lover of my soul. The combination of those two things makes for a very humbled me. In the past year I have had the opportunity to examine the Sovereignty of ALMIGHTY God. I have been reminded countless times throughout my Christian upbringing that God is Creator, Father, and Friend. Recently though, I have begun to learn what it means to submit a life much bigger than I am to the Alpha and Omega. The Author and Finisher of my faith. Nothing I do could ever surprise Him. Nothing I face is outside His understanding or control. And yet, His heart breaks when mine is wounded.
He is the only hope I have for peace in this life. Knowing that he SPOKE and THERE WAS is steadily becoming more of an anchor in my stormy sea of self-discovery. Knowing that He never changes means that He could just as easily speak to my situation and make it what He wants it to be...If I let Him. I think that the observation of the human tendency to create God in Man's image was very profound and (much to our chagrin) accurate. Still, even scripture says that it is possible to "limit the Holy One of Israel". That's why I felt it was important to share not just the image I have of God, but the way I view myself in relation to Him.
My greatest challenge is allowing God to be the Sovereign Lord that He is. As we have always said, "to let God be God". That's why it's so important to me to remind myself that the only appropriate view of my role in his throne-room is one of submission and ultimate servitude.
WOW! I bet you weren't expecting all that! May not have been what you had in mind, but I couldn't seem to stop typing. Does that make sense? I guess you're not the only writer in this family! ;P Luv ya, Lady!
Angel Bugs
Pastor H writes again, after reading some of the conversation:
Just difficult to answer. But I guess I see him as I need him. There's times I see him on the cross. Times I see him as a shepherd. Other times I see him as a friend of the disciples. Hope this is what you were asking.
M. H.